It's a double edged sword. On one hand, Blue is the one who he talks to about everything. On the other hand, it's difficult for him because it's Blue. Because he'd liked Blue like that, and they'd kissed, and he honestly couldn't help it, but god some part of him had wanted...

And maybe still does.

Which makes him feel awful, because he loves Krem, and Krem is enough. More than enough. But it somehow hasn't replaced his old feelings, and he still can't shake them.

"We haven't." He sighs. "Though, you never tell me about Gansey," he pointed out. It was probably rude of him to bring up something she hadn't voluntarily shared with him, but he knew and it was kind of silly to pretend otherwise.

"I have a boyfriend."