"Huh?" Noah asked stupidly, distracted by the slight tremble he felt from Krem beneath him, how flushed and pleased he seemed. He realized, belatedly, what Krem was asking and he blushed. "Oh. No, I'm-- I don't even know if--" It was stupid to feel embarrassed at that point, but that wasn't entirely it. He just hadn't even realized he was hard. His whole body ached with want, he hadn't even noticed. It was almost like Krem pointing it out made it real. Like a phantom limb, a memory from when he'd been an actual seventeen year old boy with Whelk's stolen porn collection. But he didn't even know if it worked, and he was too scared to find out.
"I'm fine." He moved his lower body off Krem's, bracing himself sideways on his elbow. He could feel his body slowly calming as Krem's did. There had been something else, there, too. Beyond Noah's own discomfort was Krem's. He either wasn't attracted to it, or wasn't ready, or maybe both. Noah wasnt sure if he should say something, though, because he wasn't sure if Krem had said it out loud or not.
"Plus, I can tell you don't really want to, and I'm super not okay doing something you're only okay with, or have to make yourself," Noah added, realizing he wanted to be clear he didn't want Krem to feel obligated. "I only want to do things you all the way want to, where you're like, oh Maker, Noah, do that thing with the spatula." He did his best impression of Krem, but the breathy, whiny voice he adopted made it sound extra hilarious and he couldn't hold back a grin.
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Date: 2015-09-18 07:45 pm (UTC)"I'm fine." He moved his lower body off Krem's, bracing himself sideways on his elbow. He could feel his body slowly calming as Krem's did. There had been something else, there, too. Beyond Noah's own discomfort was Krem's. He either wasn't attracted to it, or wasn't ready, or maybe both. Noah wasnt sure if he should say something, though, because he wasn't sure if Krem had said it out loud or not.
"Plus, I can tell you don't really want to, and I'm super not okay doing something you're only okay with, or have to make yourself," Noah added, realizing he wanted to be clear he didn't want Krem to feel obligated. "I only want to do things you all the way want to, where you're like, oh Maker, Noah, do that thing with the spatula." He did his best impression of Krem, but the breathy, whiny voice he adopted made it sound extra hilarious and he couldn't hold back a grin.