Blue knows why Ronan doesn't go; if it were her, if it were anything like that, she wouldn't want someone to come rescue her. And she's pretty sure, no matter which of them says that it's not his fault, or whatever it is they want to say, it's going to feel like rescuing to Adam.
It still twists in her stomach. She still wants to say it.
Ronan's voice is deadly, though, as though this is somehow Noah's fault for being marked as well. She can't help but turn in curiosity as Noah turns around, even though he shouldn't be made to.
"I'm the voice Gansey heard," she reads, slowly, out loud, and snaps her eyes up to Noah, heart hammering in her throat. Besides her own on the tape, there's really only one voice she can think of that Gansey heard in any meaningful way. Maybe it's something she doesn't know, but, the fact that Gansey never mentioned anything like it to her makes her think it's not. And that -- does that mean -- what does that mean? "Spoilers," she says, quietly, just to Noah, and looks at Ronan, questioning. Does that mean Glendower's not real? That this whole thing has been a wild goose chase? Or that Noah himself has something to do with Glendower? And if he was dying, like they thought, how could Noah --
"We have to do this too, if we're going to get to see theirs," she says, hating the way this makes her wonder things she's not saying. "If we're going to be honest, let's just be honest. Nothing between us." She gestures at Ronan. "Ronan, turn around." She's pretty sure, actually, that Ronan doesn't have anything on his back. She doesn't know if she does, but there are so many things it could be --
[ooc: her back says "a little in love with all of them". Adam can spot it first as he's coming back in, or not, whatever.]
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Date: 2016-05-25 03:26 am (UTC)It still twists in her stomach. She still wants to say it.
Ronan's voice is deadly, though, as though this is somehow Noah's fault for being marked as well. She can't help but turn in curiosity as Noah turns around, even though he shouldn't be made to.
"I'm the voice Gansey heard," she reads, slowly, out loud, and snaps her eyes up to Noah, heart hammering in her throat. Besides her own on the tape, there's really only one voice she can think of that Gansey heard in any meaningful way. Maybe it's something she doesn't know, but, the fact that Gansey never mentioned anything like it to her makes her think it's not. And that -- does that mean -- what does that mean? "Spoilers," she says, quietly, just to Noah, and looks at Ronan, questioning. Does that mean Glendower's not real? That this whole thing has been a wild goose chase? Or that Noah himself has something to do with Glendower? And if he was dying, like they thought, how could Noah --
"We have to do this too, if we're going to get to see theirs," she says, hating the way this makes her wonder things she's not saying. "If we're going to be honest, let's just be honest. Nothing between us." She gestures at Ronan. "Ronan, turn around." She's pretty sure, actually, that Ronan doesn't have anything on his back. She doesn't know if she does, but there are so many things it could be --
[ooc: her back says "a little in love with all of them". Adam can spot it first as he's coming back in, or not, whatever.]