Blue presses her face against Adam's hair, not a kiss so much as a little familiar contact (oh god, does this thing on her back mean she really can't kiss anybody?) and sighs a little at the tension in the room. Adam's hair ruffles at it.
She's not sure who he's asking, but when Ronan answers she sort of assumes it's him. His shoulders are hunched, defensive. Blue's a little annoyed at him, his immediate reaction, but she still wants to reach out. Knowing Ronan it wouldn't be very welcome. Not immediately, not from her.
She still doesn't know what that means, and it's twisting inside of her. Cabeswater is a dream; Gansey's revival is made by Noah. Is any of them real at all?
Then he's talking, eyes fixed on her, and she looks up at Noah, surprised. She listens, confused and caught. Not all of it makes sense to her, but she finds her eyes filling with tears anyway. The idea of Noah decaying, being sent to rest, it clenches like a cold fist in her -- and thinking of herself back home with Calla and Jimi and if Noah's telling the truth, her mother -- and that, whatever reason he had for telling Gansey, she had helped --
"Oh," she says softly, overwhelmed.
"I don't understand all of this, but that's not new," she adds, a little more wry and herself.
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Date: 2016-06-12 04:04 am (UTC)She's not sure who he's asking, but when Ronan answers she sort of assumes it's him. His shoulders are hunched, defensive. Blue's a little annoyed at him, his immediate reaction, but she still wants to reach out. Knowing Ronan it wouldn't be very welcome. Not immediately, not from her.
She still doesn't know what that means, and it's twisting inside of her. Cabeswater is a dream; Gansey's revival is made by Noah. Is any of them real at all?
Then he's talking, eyes fixed on her, and she looks up at Noah, surprised. She listens, confused and caught. Not all of it makes sense to her, but she finds her eyes filling with tears anyway. The idea of Noah decaying, being sent to rest, it clenches like a cold fist in her -- and thinking of herself back home with Calla and Jimi and if Noah's telling the truth, her mother -- and that, whatever reason he had for telling Gansey, she had helped --
"Oh," she says softly, overwhelmed.
"I don't understand all of this, but that's not new," she adds, a little more wry and herself.