It's Ronan's fault for asking, he knows that, but he suddenly doesn't at all want to hear about how good the sex is. Maybe it's shitty, maybe it makes him a giant hypocrite given how much sex he and Adam have, how much Ronan loves it every single time. Maybe he has no room to be upset or jealous or any of that, but he is.
He keeps his mouth firmly shut as Noah continues, forces himself not to react as Noah's cheeks go pink and he looks away.
At least until Noah invites him to watch and then he can't hold it in anymore, a rough snarl pushing past his throat. "Fuck no, I don't want to watch," he says. And it's not because he doesn't want to know how Noah looks in those moments, not because he hasn't wondered or thought about it.
It's more because he'd probably rip Freddie limb from limb the moment he touched Noah.
He doesn't ask what sort of relationship Noah would choose if he could. He already knows the answer. And he knows that, if and when Noah actually gets that, he'll just have to fucking deal with it.
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Date: 2016-10-13 04:22 pm (UTC)He keeps his mouth firmly shut as Noah continues, forces himself not to react as Noah's cheeks go pink and he looks away.
At least until Noah invites him to watch and then he can't hold it in anymore, a rough snarl pushing past his throat. "Fuck no, I don't want to watch," he says. And it's not because he doesn't want to know how Noah looks in those moments, not because he hasn't wondered or thought about it.
It's more because he'd probably rip Freddie limb from limb the moment he touched Noah.
He doesn't ask what sort of relationship Noah would choose if he could. He already knows the answer. And he knows that, if and when Noah actually gets that, he'll just have to fucking deal with it.