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Noah couldn't stop looking at his hands. He couldn't stop looking at his feet peeking out of the legs of Krem's sweatpants. He couldn't stop looking in the mirror. Not because he was being vain, but because he could look in a mirror. He didn't see his true self looking back, it wasn't creepy or anything. It was just his face. He was still a ghost, his essence was inside the body Dorian and Adam had helped make, but he looked like him from seven years ago; real and whole.

He wanted to tell everyone, but he was reluctant to leave Krem's side for even a moment after his return from that other Darrow. It had been so hard without him for the week until he came back, wondering if he would come back at all. He had gone from person to person, just so he wouldn't be sitting and watching the apartment door. So he knew it wasn't a time to be left alone. And Krem wasn't talking about what had happened, in the end, which probably meant it was extra terrible.

But Krem was cooking, now, and Noah wasn't being very helpful. He asked Krem if he would be alright if he went out for a little bit, and Krem said of course. Still, no matter the reassurances, he would be brief. Plus, he had barely seen Blue since her return.

So he went to Blue first, and then the rest.

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[iwasmore]

Mm, you're really warm. He knows she doesn't mean it that way, he knows he shouldn't take it like anything other than an innocent observation, because that's all it is. But he still blushes.

"Geez, Blue, you can't just ask someone about the differences in their body," Noah teases, poking at her belly this time with a grin, cheeks still pink. But she's right, it does look like a body. It feels like one too, and it can do just about anything a real body can. Except die, unless something happens to the horcrux.

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He goes a little pink, or more obviously so than she's used to, anyway, and Blue flushes just slightly at having maybe made an implication she didn't mean to make. She caps off the hug and tucks her hands into her pockets awkwardly. Blue's not a good person to be blushing over.

She does laugh softly at the poke to her tummy. "Hey, you're the one who said it wasn't really."

Blue hums softly in thought. "I feel like we should go try all kinds of food now. Or...buy you a bunch of clothes."

[iwasmore]

"I know, I know," Noah says, a little awkward now himself. He runs his hand through his hair and rubs the back of his neck. "I'm still not really flesh and blood and bones, I'm just a better and stronger copy. So I'm not human, I just look more like one."

"We will, I promise," he says, though he's reluctant to leave Krem for that long just yet. "Cremisius is back, and uh, he had a hard time, I think..." He frowns, and lightly touches Blue's wrist, since she's hidden her hands in her pockets. "What about you? You're here alone? Are you okay?"

[formicine]

Blue is pretty sure she's the cause of his nervousness, and she hates that too; right now she feels a little bit ruinous no matter what she does. "Well, you do look like one," she says. "No more disappearing, then?" She gives him a small, hopeful smile and holds onto the idea.

She nods; she and Krem had talked late at night while he had the watch, and while he hadn't been completely forthcoming then, either, she had gotten an ever so slightly clearer, or at least more horrifying category of ideas of what he was dealing with. "I got that idea," she says quietly, stomach turning over a little at the idea. "You should be there --"

Blue looks up at his light touch. "Yeah, I'm..." She looks up at him. "Uh. Not really?" She tries to smile through it like it's a joke. "I don't know."